I strove for so long to know why I was so sorrowful. There must be something wrong with me and therefore I can’t be used in the Kingdom if there is something wrong with me. But there is something wrong with all of us. I realized that I was still operating under a Greek mindset, in that when I have reached perfection, then I will be used. However, the anointing comes to those who are imperfect and the Father performs a miracle by using imperfect vessels for His perfect will.